Thursday, July 29, 2010

eye of the storm

The past month of my life seems to have rushed past in a hazy, shimmering blur.
I cant seem plant my feet firmly anywhere! Am i destined to just wander around? aimlessly covering miles in my minds eye...
I thought the move would benefit me emotionally, financially and so on.. I seem to have stumbled into a nest of stress, sleepless nights and overall unhappiness.
This is so NOT me!!
I have misplaced my passions, lost sight of sense, corrupted my own innocence while chasing an others dream. Where is my self these days??

The skies promised change today... think it's time to do something a little crazy.. I'm starting to feel like i might be growing up, but if it's going to be like this...I'll sacrifice maturity for some happiness..